The "W" in Christmas

The "W" in Christmas


Each December, I vowed to make Christmas a calm and peaceful experience.

I had cut back on nonessential obligations - extensive card writing, endless baking, decorating, and even overspending.

Yet still, I found myself exhausted, unable to appreciate the precious family moments, and of course, the true meaning of Christmas.

My son, Nicholas, was in kindergarten that year. It was an exciting season for a six year old.

For weeks, he'd been memorizing songs for his school's "Winter Pageant."

I didn't have the heart to tell him I'd be working the night of the production. Unwilling to miss his shining moment, I spoke with his teacher. She assured me there'd be a dress rehearsal the morning of the presentation.

All parents unable to attend that evening were welcome to come then.

Fortunately, Nicholas seemed happy with the compromise.

So, the morning of the dress rehearsal, I filed in ten minutes early, found a spot on the cafeteria floor and sat down. Around the room, I saw several other parents quietly scampering to their seats.


As I waited, the students were led into the room. Each class, accompanied by their teacher, sat cross-legged on the floor. Then, each group, one by one, rose to perform their song.

Because the public school system had long stopped referring to the holiday as "Christmas," I didn't expect anything other than fun, commercial entertainment songs of reindeer, Santa Claus, snowflakes and good cheer.

So, when my son's class rose to sing, "Christmas Love," I was slightly taken aback by its bold title.

Nicholas was aglow, as were all of his classmates, adorned in fuzzy mittens, red sweaters, and bright snowcaps upon their heads.

Those in the front row- center stage - held up large letters, one by one, to spell out the title of the song.

As the class would sing "C is for Christmas," a child would hold up the letter C. Then, "H is for Happy," and on and on, until each child holding up his portion had presented the complete message, "Christmas Love."

The performance was going smoothly, until suddenly, we noticed her; a small, quiet, girl in the front row holding the letter "M" upside down - totally unaware her letter "M" appeared as a "W".


The audience of 1st through 6th graders snickered at this little one's mistake.. But she had no idea they were laughing at her, so she stood tall, proudly holding her "W".

Although many teachers tried to shush the children, the laughter continued until the last letter was raised, and we all saw it together.

A hush came over the audience and eyes began to widen.

In that instant, we understood the reason we were there, why we celebrated the holiday in the first place, why even in the chaos, there was a purpose for our festivities.

For when the last letter was held high, the message read loud and clear:

"C H R I S T W A S L O V E"



And, I believe, He still is.

Amazed in His presence... .humbled by His love.

Again, HAVE A BLESSED HOLIDAY SEASON. “Merry CHRISTmas!”

Thought for the Day

Thought for the Day:

If God had a refrigerator,
your picture would be on it.

If He had a wallet,
your photo would be in it.

He sends you flowers
every spring.

He sends you a sunrise every morning

Face it, friend
He is crazy about you!

Send this to every
"beautiful person"
you wish to bless.

God didn't promise
days without pain,
laughter without sorrow,
sun without rain, but

He did promise
strength for the day,
comfort for the tears,
and light for the way.

Read this line
very slowly and let it sink in...

If God brings you to it,
He will bring you through it.

IT'S A MIRACLE! IT'S A MIRACLE!

God is such an amazing God. Michael and I have been trying to start a family for almost 6 years...okay...I've been trying to for that long...Michael jumped on board a few years ago...but we have been in a holding tank for a loooooooooooooooonnnnnnngggggg time or so it has seemed like such that time....but GOD...decided it was time to bless us with an amazing miracle.....

WE'VE GOT A MIRACLE GROWING INSIDE ME....and WILL BLESS US AND MANY OTHERS IN JUNE...my due date right now is June 21, 2010~ PRAISE GOD!

Thank you to everyone who has prayed for us....and let me tell you...strangers have even kicked in when they've heard our story. PRAISE GOD FOR MIRACLES....I AM SPEECHLESS...and you know what I am doing...falling to my knees and thanking Him for the lessons I've had to learn in order to get me here. He ALWAYS knows what's best for us.

We definitely need your continued prayers! Love you all!

PRAISE GOD for.....

I want to praise God for everything....everything I see, do, feel, believe....etc. I've seen His hands at work in so many people's lives including my own. He always takes care of us...we just have to step aside.....so PRAISE GOD ON HIGH for the past, present and future....and all that each entails!

PRAISE GOD!

40 Days of Purpose

Our church, Fellowship Church of Berryhill, is going through the 40Days of Purpose. I am very excited about this study. We are on Day 4 and I'm already learning! Here is Psalm 27 that I gave to my Home Team Members to get us ready....because if you've ever done a study, life tends to get turned upside.


1 The LORD is my light and my salvation—
whom shall I fear?
The LORD is the stronghold of my life—
of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When evil men advance against me
to devour my flesh, [a]
when my enemies and my foes attack me,
they will stumble and fall.
3 Though an army besiege me,
my heart will not fear;
though war break out against me,
even then will I be confident.
4 One thing I ask of the LORD,
this is what I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the LORD
all the days of my life,
to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD
and to seek him in his temple.
5 For in the day of trouble
he will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle
and set me high upon a rock.
6 Then my head will be exalted
above the enemies who surround me;
at his tabernacle will I sacrifice with shouts of joy;
I will sing and make music to the LORD.
7 Hear my voice when I call, O LORD;
be merciful to me and answer me.
8 My heart says of you, "Seek his [b] face!"
Your face, LORD, I will seek.
9 Do not hide your face from me,
do not turn your servant away in anger;
you have been my helper.
Do not reject me or forsake me,
O God my Savior.
10 Though my father and mother forsake me,
the LORD will receive me.
11 Teach me your way, O LORD;
lead me in a straight path
because of my oppressors.
12 Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes,
for false witnesses rise up against me,
breathing out violence.
13 I am still confident of this:
I will see the goodness of the LORD
in the land of the living.
14 Wait for the LORD;
be strong and take heart
and wait for the LORD.

#29 Transform Your Thinking

The case of individuals getting into a negative attitude rut has been running rampant among individuals in my life....even in me. I was reading out of a devotional book today and stumbled upon the "Transform Your Thinking" section. I definitely have needed to read this off and on throughout my life. It's so easy to get into a negative state of mind. The positive can be a little harder to achieve at times. Now, there are many individuals that never struggle with this positive and negative thought process...yet I'm finding more and more do struggle. Here's a golden nugget for you to read. Please take from it what you wish. I definitely want to continue to see the good in all situations...no matter what. May God give you peace and show you the positives in all things!

Resource: "101 Ways to Relax and Reduce Stress

#29 Transform Your Thinking

What does it mean to transform your thinking? One way is to become aware of your thoughts and to actively choose to think better thoughts. Get out of a negative mental rut and decide to think about higher things. Stop going over why things went wrong or how someone hurt you. Choose to move from negative thoughts into more postive and creative thoughts. Replace complaints with praise.

Ask God to help you transform your thinking. When you find yourself dwelling on what's wrong, ask Him to help you find what's right in every situation. Allow the light of love to transform your thoughts.

>>When you find yourself thinking negatively, create a positive affirmation to replace the negative talk.

VERSE: "Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God". Romans 12:2 NKJV

RECALL NOTICE

This was sent to me via e-mail. I thought it was very interesting....and wanted to share it with you. Enjoy!

RECALL NOTICE:

The Maker of all human beings (GOD) is recalling all units manufactured,
regardless of make or year, due to a serious defect in the primary and
central component of the heart.

This is due to a malfunction in the original prototype units code named Adam
and Eve, resulting in the reproduction of the same defect in all subsequent
units. This defect has been technically termed "Sub-sequential Internal
Non-Morality," or more commonly known as S.I.N.., as it is primarily
expressed.

Some of the symptoms include:
1.. Loss of direction
2. Foul vocal emissions
3. Amnesia of origin
4. Lack of peace and joy
5. Selfish or violent behavior
6. Depression or confusion in the mental component
7. Fearfulness
8. Idolatry
9. Rebellion

The Manufacturer, who is neither liable nor at fault for this defect, is
providing factory-authorized repair and service free of charge to correct
this defect.

The Repair Technician, JESUS, has most generously offered to bear the entire
burden of the staggering cost of these repairs. There is no additional fee
required.

The number to call for repair in all areas is: P-R-A-Y-E-R.
Once connected, please upload your burden of SIN through the REPENTANCE
procedure. Next, download ATONEMENT from the Repair Technician, Jesus, into
the heart component.

No matter how big or small the SIN defect is, Jesus will replace it with:
1. Love
2. Joy
3. Peace
4. Patience
5. Kindness
6. Goodness
7. Faithfulness
8. Gentleness
9. Self control

Please see the operating manual, the B.I.B.L.E.. (Believers' Instructions
Before Leaving Earth) for further details on the use of these fixes.

WARNING: Continuing to operate the human being unit without correction voids
any manufacturer warranties, exposing the unit to dangers and problems too
numerous to list and will result in the human unit being permanently
impounded. For free emergency service, call on Jesus.

DANGER: The human being units not responding to this recall action will have
to be scrapped in the furnace. The SIN defect will not be permitted to enter
Heaven so as to prevent contamination of that facility. Thank you for your
attention!


- GOD

P.S. Please assist where possible by notifying others of this important
recall notice, and you may contact the Father any time by 'Knee mail'.

Because He Lives!

Praise God

“I love the LORD, for he heard my voice; he heard my cry for mercy. Because he turned his ear to me, I will call on him as long as I live.”- Psalm 116:1-2

I couldn't be luckier or more blessed that God loves me and everyone else. I hope that you see the miracles in life everyday...they are there...open your eyes! :)

Great Verse

“When I said, "My foot is slipping," your love, O LORD, supported me. When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul.”- Psalm 94:18-19

More on Attitude

This morning I had the joy of watching Joyce Meyers talk about Attitudes while working out on the elliptical. Yes, I finally got to work out this morning....a first in almost 7 weeks. It's crazy how much my attitude has changed in the last 7 weeks. I've noticed without my maintenance work, I become a different person....a person that I do not necessarily like or could be proud of....what's crazy is how hard it is for me to get back on track....and adjust my attitude.

So many people lately have really gotten on my nerves. I just get tired of hearing what they have to say....now this is something I want to change...it could be a big sign that I need to change my attitude.......sooooooo God gave me a nice little sermon from Joyce....on Attitudes.

I didn't get to watch the beginning, but here are the two verses that were given on attitudes:

Romans 8:28
Genesis 50:20

Pray for me and the others in this world that need an attitude adjustment. I definitely will be working on my attitude adjustment. I get so uncomfortable when I'm not walking in line with God. May you walk with Him. Check yourself to see where you are at in your attitude.

I'm starting back on a maintenance program to help me in where I need to be...take care of yourself, so you can be ready for His work!

Doors

When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.
Helen KellerUS blind & deaf educator (1880 - 1968)

8 “I know all the things you do, and I have opened a door for you that no one can close. You have little strength, yet you obeyed my word and did not deny me.
Revelation 3:8 (NLT)
8 “I know your works. See, I have set before you an open door, and no one can shut it; for you have a little strength, have kept My word, and have not denied My name.
Revelation 3:8 (NKJV)
It says in this wonderful verse that God is going open a door for you that no man can shut. It says that God knows and sees all the things that you do and have done in your life and that he is a rewarder to those who diligently seek Him. God is faithful. If you keep His word and don’t deny Him by giving Him everything you have, he will reward you openly. Open doors will begin to come before you and supernatural blessings will follow! It’s in His word!

http://christianfinanceblog.com/2008/01/14/verse-of-the-day-god-opens-doors/

Pressing toward...

“I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.”- Philippians 3:14

WALK and ......

Keep walking towards Him...drop to your knees when you are weak...and get up again...and walk towards Him. Life gets in the way...life is fast...it's furious...there's a spiritual warfare going on. Lift up yours and others needs to Him...also Praise Him...keep moving forward. Do...instead of sit...get moving for Him. Accept today...so He can bring much more for tomorrow. Walk your talk...talk your walk. Being a servant and follower of Christ is an amazing walk...it gets tough, but I don't want to know how much harder it would be without Him.

GOD IS AMAZING...HE IS BIG...I WANT HIM TO BE BIG IN YOUR LIFE. ASK HIM TO BE BIG!

Acts 2:22

22"Men of Israel, listen to this: Jesus of Nazareth was a man accredited by God to you by miracles, wonders and signs, which God did among you through him, as you yourselves know.

Memorize and see how God will shed light on it!

Believe

Believing is a verb! I know that I am working towards getting rid of my unbelief. I want to see Him everyday. I believe He can do what He says He can Do! Our Almighty God is more than we will ever know. He is the One that is the light....the truth...the way. Let go...start believing Him...and see what He has in store for you and others that come into your life. Step aside!

Birthday - Baby Steps

Today is my birthday...and just in case you didn't know, but I am on a trip in DC. I'm doing auto posting from the 8th - 19th. I'll have to respond to your comments when I return. Now that has been said, I want to share with you something important.

God has taught me many things. Today I turn 31 and feel like I have missed a lot of his lessons. I'm so thankful that He keeps giving them to me, so that I can finally pay attention and learn. Beth more said it best in last weeks lesson...God allows the devil to sift us like wheat when we need something sifted from our life.

Wow...I know I have a lot of things that need to be sifted...so as these little footprints above are tiny...I am reminded that baby steps are big ones....as long as you keep moving forward with God. So...let's all try to give up the things that need to be sifted...so God can do what He has meant for us. AMEN

PEACE AND JOY

Romans 5
Peace and Joy

1Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we[a]have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, 2through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we[b] rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. 3Not only so, but we[c] also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
6You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. 7Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die. 8But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
9Since we have now been justified by his blood, how much more shall we be saved from God's wrath through him! 10For if, when we were God's enemies, we were reconciled to him through the death of his Son, how much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through his life! 11Not only is this so, but we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received reconciliation.

Listen to God

BE STILL

Love Dare

Think about your husband or wife...girlfriend or boyfriend...family member....think about what they have done for you. Now think about what you have done for them. After doing so, thank him or her for what they have done. Sharing your appreciation is a wonderful start in communicating. Love is amazing...sadly we take it for granted. Enjoy!

Miracles, Wonders and Signs

If you think something is a coincidence...think again. God does so many miracles, wonders and signs everyday. Just look at his magnificent paintings through nature! The sky is my favorite, especially when the sun is beaming through the clouds. I like to think He is shining down on us. Do a God Stop and think about what He's doing right in front of your face. He's so much more, yet we all try to put Him in a box. Let Him be everywhere...because He is!

Prayer for Those Who Mourn

Almighty God, Father of all mercies and giver of all comfort: Deal graciously, we pray thee, with those who mourn, that casting every care on thee, they may know the consolation of thy love, through Jesus Christ our Lord.

Amen

From Beliefnet.com

Twenty Third Psalm

Travel Prayer

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures; he leads me beside still waters; he restores my soul. He leads me in right paths for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I fear no evil; for you are with me; your rod and your staff--they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; you anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord my whole life long.
- Psalms 23: 1-6

Please keep me in your prayers. I will be traveling over the next 9 days, starting at 5:00 a.m. tomorrow!

Psalm 138

This says it all....praise God!

Psalm 138
A psalm of David.

1 Lord, I will praise you with all my heart.
In front of those who think they are gods
I will sing praise to you.
2 I will bow down facing your holy temple.
I will praise your name,
because you are loving and faithful.
You have honored your name and your word
more than anything else.
3 When I called out to you, you answered me.
You made me strong and brave.
4 Lord, may all of the kings on earth praise you
when they hear about what you have promised.
5 Lord, may they sing about what you have done,
because your glory is great.
6 The Lord is in heaven. But he watches over those who are free of pride.
He knows those who are proud and stays far away from them.
7 Trouble is all around me,
but you keep me alive.
You reach out your hand to put a stop to the anger of my enemies.
With your powerful right hand you save me.
8 Lord, you will do everything you have planned for me.
Lord, your faithful love continues forever.
You have done so much for us. Don't stop now.

Motions

I may have posted this song at some point, but I want everyone to know that I don't want to go through the motions!

This might hurt, it's not safe
But I know that I've gotta make a change
I don't care if I break,
At least I'll be feeling something'
Cause just okay is not enough
Help me fight through the nothingness of life

I don't wanna go through the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,"What if I had given everything,
instead of going through the motions?"

No regrets, not this time
I'm gonna let my heart defeat my mind
Let Your love make me whole
I think I'm finally feeling something
'Cause just okay is not enough
Help me fight through the nothingness of this life

'Cause I don't wanna go through the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,"What if I had given everything,
instead of going through the motions?"

take me all the way (take me all the way)
take me all the way ('cause I don't wanna go through the motions)
take me all the way (I know I'm finally feeling something real)
take me all the way

I don't wanna go through the the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,"What if I had given everything,
instead of going through the motions?"

I don't wanna go through the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,"What if I had given everything,
instead of going through the motions?"

take me all the way (take me all the way)
take me all the way (I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go)
take me all the way (through the motions)
take me all the way

I don't wanna go through the motions

Remember this...don't go through the motions. God wants so much more from you! Wake up and give your life to God. He will reveal His love and magnificent ways to you! Good luck!

I'm Believing God

God is Who He says He is.
God can Do what He says He can do.
I am who God says I am.
I can do all things through Christ.
God's Word is Alive and Active in Me.

I'M BELIEVING GOD!

The Heart

"Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began,"I'll open up your heart...""You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted.the surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll cut your heart open," he continued,to see how much damage has been done..." "but when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there," said the boy. The surgeon looked to the parents, who Sat quietly. "When I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next." "But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart." The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart.I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well.""You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there." The surgeon left. The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery,"...damaged aorta, damaged pulmonary vein, widespread muscle degeneration.No hope for transplant, no hope for cure. Therapy: painkillers and bed rest. Prognosis: here he paused, "death within one year." He stopped the recorder, but there was more to be said. "Why?" he asked aloud."Why did You do this? You've put him here; You've put him in this pain; and You've cursed him to an early death. Why?" The Lord answered and said, "The boy, my lamb, was not meant for your flock for long, for he is a part of My flock, and will forever be. Here, in My flock, he will feel no pain, and will be comforted as you cannot imagine. His parents will one day join him here, and they will know peace, and My flock will continue to grow.."
The surgeon's tears were hot, but his anger was hotter. "You created that boy, and You created that heart. He'll be dead in months. Why?" The Lord answered, "The boy, My lamb, shall return to My flock, for He has done his duty: I did not put My lamb with your flock to lose him, but to retrieve another lost lamb." The surgeon wept... The surgeon sat beside the boy's bed; the boy's parents sat across from him. The boy awoke and whispered, "Did you cut open my heart?" "Yes," said the surgeon. "What did you find?" asked the boy. "I found Jesus there," said the surgeon.
Author Unknown - Celebrate Jesus in 2009

Those struggling...

If you find yourself struggling today...remember this verse and keep it in mind all day long.

“But the Lord is faithful, and he will strengthen and protect you from the evil one.”- 2 Thessalonians 3:3

Believing God

The women at Fellowship Church are starting the "Believing in God" Bible Study from Beth Moore. I'm wearing a blue cord to remind me to believe in God that He will be here for me and get me through anything and everything. I have specific things I'm going through right now...and I'm believing that God will make things happen in His perfect will. The below message is from a blog site journeying forward that talks about the significance of the bracelet, but mostly just believing God! Enjoy!

Beth Moore has reminded me that God will never leave us, nor forsake us (Hebrews 13:5), that God's children cannot flee from His presence or loose ourselves from His hand (Psalm 139:7), that God is always at work and that Christ is ever working with Him (John 5:17), that God's work in our lives is good and under constant construction until its completion (Philippians 1:6) and that if we will seek and obey God, He will actually disclose Himself and some of His activity to us (John 14:21). Let this bracelet serve as a little reminder that no matter where my mind is, no matter what I'm struggling with - I should believe God... period. --http://journeyingforward.blogspot.com/2008/02/believing-god-bible-study-little.html

Numbers 15:38-39 Throughout the generations to come you are to make tassels on the corners of your garments with a blue cord on each tassel. You will have these tassels to look at so you will remember all the commands of the Lord, that you may obey them.

PRAISE GOD

“Yours, O LORD, is the greatness and the power and the glory and the majesty and the splendor, for everything in heaven and earth is yours. Yours, O LORD, is the kingdom; you are exalted as head over all.”- 1 Chronicles 29:11

Sorry it's been so long. I've been extremely busy, but God has been amazing in helping me through it all. No matter what comes our way, He knows best. I pray God gives you what you need/want if it is his plan. This is my prayer for me as well! Life is amazing...I may not have kids, but I have so many other glorious things in my life.....PRAISE GOD! AMEN

For All Women - Happy Belated Mother's Day

This is a wonderful e-mail sent to me over the weekend. I hope you enjoy!

God doesn't give you the people you want, He gives you the people you NEED. To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be. LOVE YOU!!!!!

One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards.They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideas.
They give moral support to their family and friends.
Women have vital things to say and everything to give.

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.

Please pass this along to all your women friends and relatives to remind them just how amazing they are.

Verse to Follow

“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”- Philippians 4:6-7

This says a lot....and it's something that is easier said than done. May God give us the ability to follow this verse! :)

Message from God

Message from God to all of us -

I'm here, when are you going to call! :)

FINALLY --- Letting Go

What happens when you have to sit down and wait for the Communion Service to start...you have to think about all the things that separates you from God! What was separating me from God.....Anger, Disappointment, Wrongs done to me, failures.....why do we hold on so tight to anything....I know for me....it's about being afraid of what could happen if I do let them go....see some of the things I've held on to...were things that completely have changed my life...my families world...everything that I've ever known...soooooooooooo

...........by holding on to those things.....I could keep something from before it all happened........guess what.....keeping it only makes it worse.....by holding on, we can do what God has set for our life. We have a purpose.....let go, so you can start living!

I know I don't always get my attitude right...I keep things longer than I should. I do know more than anything now, by letting go of the things that separated me from God before I took Communion......gave me the peace I've been praying for .....for a long time!


Need Peace = LET Go, and let GOD!

Easter

Since I will be having my eye surgery tomorrow...aka Lasik...I thought I'd post before I will not be able to be near the computer for just a little bit.

Our Pastor raised a great thought in our minds this past Sunday about being REWIRED! Tonight at Home Group it really hit me in a strong way....

Jesus came to this earth so that we could have a personal relationship with God....how cool is that...what's even cooler....is that throughout time...when God has been silent...people still had a purpose for their life...they may never got to see the overall picture...just like you and me...but they were a huge part of the picture....

soooooooooooo, remember this....God decided that it was important to send come in the flesh by sending His son to die on the cross....so that we could have that one on one relationship with Him...we don't have to throw stones or make living sacrifices to be forgiven....we just have to call upon Him in prayer and ask for forgiveness....

WOW talk about the most amazing gift ever! PRAISE GOD for thinking we are worth everything! May you have a blessed Easter....and take time to personally spend some time with Him today!

E-mail Share

This was sent through e-mail to me...I really like the prayer that comes with it. Please share with others.....


Each and everyone one of us are going through tough times right now, but God is getting ready
to bless you in a way that only He can. Keep the faith. My instructions were to pick four people that I wanted God to bless, and I picked you. Please pass this to at least (4) people you want to be blessed and a copy back to me.

This prayer is powerful, and prayer is one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's continue to pray for one another..

The prayer:

Father, I ask You to bless my friends, relatives and those that I care deeply for, who are reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit at this very moment.. Where there is pain, give them your peace and mercy. Where there is self-doubt, release a renewed confidence through your grace. Where there is need, I ask you to fulfill their needs. Bless their homes, families, finances, their goings and their comings. In Jesus' precious name. Amen.

(If the Lord lays upon your heart to send this to more than four people, you are truly blessed).

Peace, Love & Joy

I’ve got peace like a river,
I’ve got peace like a river,
I’ve got peace like a river in my soul,
I’ve got peace like a river,
I’ve got peace like a river,
I’ve got peace like a river in my soul.

I’ve got love like an ocean,
I’ve got love like an ocean,
I’ve got love like an ocean in my soul,
I’ve got love like an ocean,
I’ve got love like an ocean,
I’ve got love like an ocean in my soul.

I’ve got joy like a fountain,
I’ve got joy like a fountain,
I’ve got joy like a fountain in my soul,
I’ve got joy like a fountain,
I’ve got joy like a fountain,
I’ve got joy like a fountain in my soul.

Hmmmm

Silence....

Turmoil....

Craziness....

A storm....

Calming....

Do you trust Him through any of it? I hope that I do, but I know I still worry. May God bring you great peace for today...so your heart and soul can rest! We need to trust Him! :)

One thing to remember...

Don't miss an appointment that God sets up for you! :)

Thoughts...let go!

“For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," declares the LORD. "As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.”- Isaiah 55:8-9

I think this says it all. Remember that when you are down to nothing, God is up to something. Life may not ever be solved as the mystery that it is for each of us...yet God knows the key to unlocking those mysteries. There are so many things I've been mad at or hold a lot of anger towards. What are you angry at....what are you holding on to....it's time to let it go...whatever "it" is for you....holding on...just holds us back. May God be with you in releasing it all...He already knows our thoughts! :)

Trials and Temptations / Listening and Doing

Trials and Temptations

2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. 5If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. 6But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. 7That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; 8he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does.
9The brother in humble circumstances ought to take pride in his high position. 10But the one who is rich should take pride in his low position, because he will pass away like a wild flower. 11For the sun rises with scorching heat and withers the plant; its blossom falls and its beauty is destroyed. In the same way, the rich man will fade away even while he goes about his business.
12Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.
13When tempted, no one should say, "God is tempting me." For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone; 14but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire, he is dragged away and enticed. 15Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death.
16Don't be deceived, my dear brothers. 17Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. 18He chose to give us birth through the word of truth, that we might be a kind of firstfruits of all he created.

Listening and Doing

19My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, 20for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires. 21Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you.
22Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. 23Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror 24and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. 25But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it—he will be blessed in what he does.
26If anyone considers himself religious and yet does not keep a tight rein on his tongue, he deceives himself and his religion is worthless. 27Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.

God's Timing

More and more people talk to me and question God's timing. I have to admit, I struggle often with His timing in things. If I can just stop and look back at how amazing His timing really has been for me....I can't complain. God is so good. He knows exactly what we need. The main point is to let Him work on His timing. It may take a long time for healing or change to be completed, yet we should feel safe and reassured that He loves us...He has a plan...He knows the decisions that will be made. May God be with you through your waiting period. Remember the saying...when you are down to nothing, he is up to something! Love you!

here are verses on God's timing taken off of this website: http://www.heavensinspirations.com/word-timing.html


For the vision is yet for an appointed time and it hastens to the end [fulfillment]; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait [earnestly] for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day. Habakkuk 2: 3

Thus says the Lord, In an acceptable and favorable time I have heard and answered you, and in a day of salvation I have helped you; and I will preserve you and give you for a covenant to the people, to raise up and establish the land [from its present state of ruin] and to apportion and cause them to inherit the desolate [moral wastes of heathenism, their] heritages. Isaiah 49: 8

Whereupon Jesus said to them, My time (opportunity) has not come yet; but any time is suitable for you and your opportunity is ready any time [is always here]. John 7: 6

Whom heaven must receive [and retain] until the time for the complete restoration of all that God spoke by the mouth of all His holy prophets for ages past [from the most ancient time in the memory of man]. Acts 3: 21

My times are in Your hands; deliver me from the hands of my foes and those who pursue me and persecute me. Psalm 31: 15

When the proper time has come [for executing My judgments], I will judge uprightly [says the Lord]. Psalm 75: 2

For we are God's [own] handiwork (His workmanship), recreated in Christ Jesus, [born anew] that we may do those good works which God predestined (planned beforehand) for us [taking paths which He prepared ahead of time], that we should walk in them [living the good life which He prearranged and made ready for us to live]. Ephesians 2: 10

And saying, The [appointed period of] time is fulfilled (completed), and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent (have a change of mind which issues in regret for past sins and in change of conduct for the better) and believe (trust in, rely on, and adhere to) the good news (the Gospel). Mark 1: 15

Be on your guard [constantly alert], and watch and pray; for you do not know when the time will come. Mark 13: 33

I said in my heart, God will judge the righteous and the wicked, for there is a time [appointed] for every matter and purpose and for every work. Ecclesiastes 3: 17

It is time for the Lord to act; they have frustrated Your law. Psalm 119: 126

Behold, your house is forsaken (abandoned, left to you destitute of God's help)! And I tell you, you will not see Me again until the time comes when you shall say, Blessed (to be celebrated with praises) is He Who comes in the name of the Lord! Luke 13: 35

He said to them, It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. Acts 1: 7

Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of God's unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it]. Hebrews 4: 16

And Jesus answered them, The time has come for the Son of Man to be glorified and exalted. John 12: 23

While we were yet in weakness [powerless to help ourselves], at the fitting time Christ died for (in behalf of) the ungodly. Romans 5: 6

For there [is only] one God, and [only] one Mediator between God and men, the Man Christ Jesus, who gave Himself as a ransom for all [people, a fact that was] attested to at the right and proper time.1 Timothy 2: 5-6

To keep all His precepts unsullied and flawless, irreproachable, until the appearing of our Lord Jesus Christ (the Anointed One), which [appearing] will be shown forth in His own proper time by the blessed, only Sovereign (Ruler), the King of kings and the Lord of lords. 1 Timothy 6: 14-15

For He says, In the time of favor (of an assured welcome) I have listened to and heeded your call, and I have helped you on the day of deliverance (the day of salvation). Behold, now is truly the time for a gracious welcome and acceptance [of you from God]; behold, now is the day of salvation!2 Corinthians 6: 2

Behave yourselves wisely [living prudently and with discretion] in your relations with those of the outside world (the non-Christians), making the very most of the time and seizing (buying up) the opportunity. Colossians 4: 5

But as to the suitable times and the precise seasons and dates, brethren, you have no necessity for anything being written to you.1 Thessalonians 5: 1

And now you know what is restraining him [from being revealed at this time]; it is so that he may be manifested (revealed) in his own [appointed] time. 2 Thessalonians 2: 6

[He planned] for the maturity of the times and the climax of the ages to unify all things and head them up and consummate them in Christ, [both] things in heaven and things on the earth. Ephesians 1: 10

Making the very most of the time [buying up each opportunity], because the days are evil. Ephesians 5: 16

And [now] in His own appointed time He has made manifest (made known) His Word and revealed it as His message through the preaching entrusted to me by command of God our Savior. Titus 1: 3

But [that appointed time came] when Christ (the Messiah) appeared as a High Priest of the better things that have come and are to come. [Then] through the greater and more perfect tabernacle not made with [human] hands, that is, not a part of this material creation. Hebrews 9: 11

Song - Motions!

What an amazing song! I just heard this on the radio this morning. It reminded me that I don't want to go through the motions. I don't want to wake up one day and have missed the boat...God's will! May you be touched by this song. May it give you energy and passion to not let the mundane lifestyle consume you! Be radical for Him. Know that He is the way! Life is full of so many stresses, downers and loses....get up....dust off...and move forward with HIM!

Love you all! May you be blessed today as much as I am! Go to http://www.matthewwest.com/motions/index.php?page=5 to hear it! :)

Matthew West

MOTIONS

This might hurt, it's not safe
But I know that I've gotta make a change
I don't care if I break,
At least I'll be feeling something
Cause just okay is not enough
Help me fight through the nothingness of life

I don't wanna go through the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
Without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,
What if I had given everything,
Instead of going through the motions?

No regrets, not this time
I'm gonna let my heart defeat my mind
Let Your love make me whole
I think I'm finally feeling something
Cause just okay is not enough
Help me fight through the nothingness of this life
Cause I don't wanna go through the motions

I don't wanna go one more day
Without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,
What if I had given everything,
Instead of going through the motions?

Take me all the way (take me all the way)
Take me all the way (cause I don't wanna go through the motions)
Take me all the way (I know I'm finally feeling something real)
Take me all the way

I don't wanna go through the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
Without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,
What if I had given everything,
Instead of going through the motions?

I don't wanna go through the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
Without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,
What if I had given everything,
Instead of going through the motions?

Take me all the way (take me all the way)
Take me all the way (I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go)
Take me all the way (through the motions)
Take me all the way

I don't wanna go through the motions

BeStill and Know that I Am God

I posted this back in 2007, yet I thought it would be great to post again.

Have a blessed day!
Be Still and Know that I Am God
February 27, 2006by Jason Jackson

The admonition, “Be still, and know that I am God” (Psalm 46:10), is often misunderstood. In this brief article, Jason Jackson explores the meaning of the sacred text. Study this devotional with us.“Be still, and know that I am God” (Psalm 46:10). God’s people are commanded to “be still” in this verse. The imperative gives a solemn duty to those in a covenant relationship with God—Israel in the Old Testament, but today, it is given to Christians (cf. Galatians 3:26-29).

What does it mean when God’s own are commanded to “be still”? The injunction is not given to restrict the mobility of God’s people. The duty represents a spiritual disposition that ought to characterize those to whom God’s unfailing promises have been given.

The word translated “be still” comes from the Hebrew term raphah. This word is found in various forms in the Old Testament, with different shades of meaning. It refers to that which is slack, or to let drop, or in some instances, to be disheartened or weak. When used of a person (as opposed to some inanimate object) it often has a negative connotation.

Interestingly, “be weak” is here commanded. In other contexts, those who let their hands “drop” from work are condemned. Those who are disheartened are commanded to take courage. In contexts where “being still” is condemned, we find that certain obligations were being neglected, and God’s people were admonished to take initiative to fulfill their duties.

Sadly, there are those who are far from “still”; they “do all the work” and give God none of the credit. They believe that by “lifting up their hands” and by “taking courage,” they can survive and thrive by the sweat of their own brow. They can do it all on their own, without any divine dependence.Here is the irony in this term “be still.” While we must take the initiative to fulfill our responsibilities and live our lives, the uncertainties of living in a world of sin and woe will continually challenge us.

Personal initiative is no substitute for reliance upon God (cf. James 4:13-17).This command—“be still”—forces us to think on two things: that we are finite, and that God is infinite. That being the case, we need to drop our hands, go limp, relax, and “chill out.” Christian people ought to “come, behold the works of Jehovah,” (v. 8) that we may enjoy a calm confidence in him who gave us his Son.“Shall he not also with him freely give us all things?” Paul reasoned (Romans 8:32). Psalm 46:10 encourages us to reflect on what God can do in the face of what we are unable to do.Spiritual serenity, the psalmist admits, ought to be cultivated in spite of the shaking mountains and agitated waters (vv. 2-3; i.e., figures for the difficulties we face in life). This spiritual calm, that God commands, does not come from a lack of troubles; it derives from a steady, deep reflection on the ways God has intervened in history on behalf of his people (cf. Romans 15:4).

So as your world crumbles around you, the call from Scripture is: don’t flinch in faith in God. Stand still—not because of a self-made confidence, not because you are the most composed person in the face of disaster, not because “you’ve seen it all.” Be still because of what you know about God.It is “God’s past” that provides calm for “our future.” Know that he is God! Know it, not merely intellectually, but practically, spiritually, and emotionally. He is your God. He is the ruler of kingdoms of this earth and the all-powerful Creator of the Universe.If you are the last man or woman standing, be still. “God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth do change” (Psalm 46:1-2a). Hallelujah!

The Lady reading this...

Okay, I get several e-mails a day that are forwards. Instead of forwarding all of them. I like to post them once here and there. Here's a new one from today. Sorry guys, this is for the ladies....

God doesn't give you the people you want, He gives you the people you NEED - To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be.

Dear God:
The lady reading this is beautiful, classy and strong, and I love her. Help her live her life to the fullest. Please promote her and cause her to excel above her expectations. Help her shine in the darkest places where it is impossible to love. Protect her at all times, lift her up when she needs you the most, and let her know when she walks with you, She will always be safe.

Ecclesiastes 7:8

"The end of a matter is better than its beginning, and patience is better than pride." -Ecclesiastes 7:8

Keep Moving Forward!

Life....people....changes...choices...the list can go on and on again. The fact that all of these can stop us in our tracks is not something we are proud of admitting....that we can be distracted, dragged down, hurt and destroyed. I know that I have been struggling on some days to KEEP MOVING FORWARD, but I'm ready to do just that....KEEP MOVING FORWARD. How did I start back again after being stopped yet again......I did the following:

1. Went to Church to get fed God's word.
2. Met with my Pastor to deal with some Anger/Hurt Issues from various things in my life. He gave me James 1....please read it ALL!
3. Cleaned out one of my closets that I had used as a prayer closet....it's back up and running. I've been able to spend some quality time with God for two nights in a row....AMAZING!
4. Found friends that lift me up and feed my soul with God's word and prayer.

These aren't everything that you could do, but it's a start. Every little step helps get you moving. May God be with you and carry you when times are not easy. He is so strong...and willing to always be there for us all! AMEN!

PSALM 31:5

Redeem me, Oh Lord, the God of truth. (Psalm 31:5) Help me to remember that nothing and no one can be redeemed without truth: the God of truth!

Sermon Notes: GPS - God's Positioning System

New year, new things I want to do with my blog at "The Lighthouse - Be Still! I want to attempt to post my notes from the sermons I hear from Pastor Matt or any other Pastor that I get to hear. Though there are notes, I will post a link when it is available. I pray that Pastor Matt keeps stepping aside, so God can continue to do His work! Praise God!

Visit http://www.fctulsa.com/ for an option to download the sermon!

GPS (God's Positioning System): "It"

-Life is changing
- Going in God's direction attracts critics
- "It" comes with Excitement
- something to do with God's favor
- you know "it" when you see "it"

SCRIPTURE for the Day: Revelations 3:7-16

7"To the angel of the church in Philadelphia write: These are the words of him who is holy and true, who holds the key of David. What he opens no one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open. 8I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut. I know that you have little strength, yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name. 9I will make those who are of the synagogue of Satan, who claim to be Jews though they are not, but are liars—I will make them come and fall down at your feet and acknowledge that I have loved you. 10Since you have kept my command to endure patiently, I will also keep you from the hour of trial that is going to come upon the whole world to test those who live on the earth. 11I am coming soon. Hold on to what you have, so that no one will take your crown. 12Him who overcomes I will make a pillar in the temple of my God. Never again will he leave it. I will write on him the name of my God and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem, which is coming down out of heaven from my God; and I will also write on him my new name. 13He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.
To the Church in Laodicea 14"To the angel of the church in Laodicea write: These are the words of the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the ruler of God's creation. 15I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! 16So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth.

There were two churches. Philadelphia had "it" and Laodicea is "it"less.

It's like the Lord is saying to us...I know your deeds Fellowship Church...are we committed to God. Does Fellowship Church have "it"? YES, because the reality of what is going on. God is doing something through Fellowship Church. (It truly is amazing to watch)

An important thing to remember is that those ministries that have "it" can lose "it".

Why is our church experiencing "it"?
1. Worship Band - not it in itself
2. modern ways, computers, big screen tv, worship center, chairs, cool back up lights, graphics on the big screen...not it in itself
3. speaker, pastor..he delivers every Sunday - not it in itself
4. Jay...excitement....when he started...the jokes- not it in itself
Quote from the book called it...
none of "it" that we have or do...fancy to all the bells and whistles...and all...NONE OF "It" is "It"!

The Experiencing "It" Must Haves

1. Passion for being in God's presence...want to hear from Him! Our lives would be changed because of Him. Pray that God would be here today and always!Praying that I want to meet You today!
2. Huge, deep craving burning desire to reach lost people! (For me coming to church means to get fed and filled back up to reach others).
3. Sincere Integrity! above reproach, everything that is done can pass the smell test, don't do anything to give people a reason to look down on yourself or your church! Pastor Matt wants to rewire himself! He is trying to go 60 days without the Internet! He messed up today...Jay reminded him to remember to always tell the truth or it will eat you alive. We are here for something bigger than ourselves!
4. Spirit Filled Faith! confidence in what God is up to...He can accomplish things through us, God is up to something ...we are on a journey with God, he can accomplish anything through Faith...Us Believing and God Doing!
5. Down to Earth Humility! unless the Lord builds the house...it is not it...its His work in His timing...we are clay in His hands...whatever is good...He gets the credit! It's about WOW LOOK AT GOD!
6. Brokenness! I don't want to be calloused! Broken on behalf of others helps us relate...gives us a heart ....when a persons heart is calloused, God can't penetrate...can't see how to relate...a man prayed for God to break His heart (I know my heart has been broken many times this past year...praise God!) A man prayed this cool prayer...but beware...it will happen----- STRETCH ME, RUIN ME and HEAL ME.....(wow).

God's Positioning System...return to your first love...God...If you don't, God can take the "it" away. We all contribute to "it". What if everyone of us grabbed this for our life...HE CAN DO ALL! What do you want for your life? Passionately pursue this for your life...God can do all things! AMEN!!!!!

Truth

Do not allow anything to snatch the word of truth from my mouth, O Lord, For I have put my hope in Your laws.

Psalm 119:43